People learn from their lives . Sometimes u learn from the life of another. Other time u learn from the blunders of your own. When u do something wrong once, that is a mistake. When u do it again , it is considered to be a blunder. And i am a person whose life is full of blunders . Much of the times they r compelled to be called a blundered. Other times i intentionally committ it.
I have decided to write something about the lives of Women . Be it in any field at all. About how they live and with what thinking do they spend thier live at their hmes, their jobs, the environment and how do they eel when they interact with other in the surroundings. Particularly about the women of Balochistan. Including the young adults of collges and university , infact i would describe my own thinking too in this regard since abi tu ma jawan hu ! 
In my office right now, things seem to be way normal . The only thing that seems abnormal is actually my ownself. I am tensed about my future career. My zeal for going ahead in education. And my beliefs of being a good person. A better person. I might be a better person with it comes to my interaction. Yet again the only that i am not good with is my own self. I feel like i am wasting myself . My time, potential, creativity and whatever i feel i have. I mean i am not exagerrating myself . But i m having this feeling that wherever i am , this isnt just the right place to be in . Although my parents love me to be there yet there is no such thing as inner satisfaction .
Anyways, perhaps ur destiny never takes you where u always decided to go ! it ends up taking you the opposite way .
cya…
life goes on, it never stops for anyone. we will always miss old times and old people no matter what.
randomness is in human nature , he is not static and never can be , neither his taughts or behavior nor he is rational all the time in his decisions as we economist assume .. life is never in equilibrium , life is not an economic model where u can assume or suppose certain factors that will not effect and one may reach to a solution .. i hope it was , and your blog is one factor that effects me in many ways .. so keep blogging .. i started blogging influenced by yours .